"and the sky was made of amethyst and all the stars were just like little fish"--hole

hey hey, sorry for not updating yesterday..i know, i know, i just slacked off..but i have another paper due today and i was really confused about what to do...i dont' know, i just worry that i can't connect the film to anything real and that i wont' be able to argue well enough..then i remembered i got a 93 on the last one and even if i get a B on this one, i will just expand on the last one and do better...*sigh*

anyway, yesterday was a busy, busy day...i actually stopped at mcdonalds for breakfast, hopign to get stamps and i didn't, so i just clogged my arteries for no reason..dang it! but i was crazy busy at work, well not crazy, just a bunch of stuff to do. then i got my resume back, and it was totally chewed up and spit out, which is good b/c i need to revise it...well pretty much rewrite the whole thing now, but it was like...oooh, blow to the ego..anyways...whatever. subway for lunch again..yum! i wish i could break out of my box and not order cold cut trio so much or wish i could get other stuff on it, but i don't like anything else but lettuce, pickles and cucumbers...at lesat i mix up the bread choices sometimes...hmm

anyways, i came home and just lazed around for awhile, tried to think of a topic for the paper due today and i was just getting nowhere...i took a nap, talked to andy some and then my mom called and i had to think about graduation invitations and i want to get a portrait to put in them, and then i had to think about THAT..and my revelation yesterday was.."hi, i'm about to be an adult"!!! oh nooo!...what else? we didn't have class until 8 and then it was just short and we had to have meetings, to talk about our internships and papers if we wanted..so the marks, gulley, le and i went to mcdonalds (yes, that's 2x in one day? SUPER SIZE ME!...sick)...le and i came back for our meeting but joe was running late, so we just sat on the couch and had soem good life talking...it was good, then went to joe, and then i proceeded to be incredibly honest about my paper and my internship and life in general...wow..i felt like laura bundy ;) haha, sorry bundy..and after that i came back and reserached and researched for movei ideas and finally i just snagged mark hawkin's movies and got 2 and finally decided on LA confidential..writing it today it sounds pretty sad..i'm about to revise it, so we'll see...i got an 87 on the last one (for the othe class) but it's ok b/c i have As on the other 2 assignments, and the one i turend in yesterday was pretty decent. so i could have a 4.0, wow...

anyways, right now i'm about to revise my paper, reprint it out, i wanted to go shopping, but i also have to read..and tonight, while watching the GAMES..GO SOX AND STROS!! ..i'll be writing my screenplay!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! so much stuff to do..and now i'm thinking of school, WORK, and graduation...so scary...

30 days until i get home...and..
59 days until graduation..yeah..resume in gear...eek!

peace out